December 2010
17 posts
In the calmness of night
Staring up at the moon
She opened her heart
And let her emotions flow
But no one was around but her and the moon
I’ve been doing a lot of self reflecting lately and with that comes a lot of self realization. Realizations that I have neglected myself in ways I shouldn’t have, allowed others to neglect me in ways they shouldn’t, and could’ve taken more initiative to be more in control of my life and my happiness. With this I now have to decide what is an appropriate way to proceed....
Everyone says you are a good person, good friend, good girlfriend. You know it yourself but there are times it’s very difficult to understand why so many bad things can happen to such a good person. You feel if you’re such a good person as people say you are then why did so many people walk away from you. You appreciate it though because it’s made you a stronger person....
Thinking back over 2010 I learned.....
It should be more about me as much as possible
Listen to learn
Ask questions
Learn to say no
I am the most important person
If I neglect myself I will neglect those I care about
It is very important to develop relationships
Dont have just one person you can talk to
Communicate your wants, needs, likes and dislikes with your significant other
Communication is very important
It is very...
Letting it all go, especially the things I have no control over, especially the ideas, thoughts, and feelings that have no evidence of existence…..
Dear Sister
How did we ever get to where we are? When did we become such different people? I hope you know that no matter what happens, no matter how much distance is between us, and no matter how many missed outings there are I will always love you. I know at some point we decided to travel down two different paths and those different paths caused a rift between us. I know the things I enjoy doing and the...
A quick outlook on love and relationships
You made somebody your world, trusted them with every bit of you. Put their needs before yours and gave them everything they wanted even if it meant sacrificing what you wanted. For it all to be over one day. To one day find out that this person you made your world screwed you over every way possible. Played you to look like a fool and used up every bit of your energy and caring heart for as long...
Interesting Realization
On Sunday, my mother, my sister, and myself took apart my entire room to put down new carpet. This was a bonding experience for the three of us since we rarely ever do anything together. In the hours the three of us were in that room together I realized many things about my family. I realized how none of us have anything in common. Despite having nothing in common there is no support there. I also...
Me
I am a closed person, always have been, I dont even think I know what it’s like to be fully open with myself. I always shut my mind down to things that hurt me or upset me because thats how I learned to deal. Or so I thought I was shutting my mind down, all I really did was push it off to the side and let it simmer there. These actions resulted into me becoming an angry and tense person....
Social Networking is dooming us all
Social networking, texting , aim , email has made us all forget the meaning of person to person interaction, myself being the most guilty of it. Now there’s facebook, bbm, pmessenger, ping chat and whatever else is out there to keep us from communicating face to face. We have nothing to say to each other when we’re face to face because we know every move and every place a person has...
The lyrics are so true too bad I’m only realizing this now
“The Love We Had Before” I burnt the bridge that you were building But I left here feeling guilty That we couldn’t see eye to eye Why can’t we compromise? Why are we choosing sides? When will we realize? [Chorus:] We don’t have to fight anymore Where is the love we had before? Wouldn’t the world...
You know You're a Crossfitter when......
You know you’re a crossfitter when……
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Dedication or Obsession?
At what point does a person go from being dedicated to being obsessed? Safe to say there is a very thin line here. Am I dedicated to crossfit because I go three-four times a week. Would you say I was obsessed because I spend every free minute there? Dedicated to my passion, when I’m at work I’m 100% fully there taking care of every patients needs to the best of my ability even if it...
Change
You hear it from many “People are incapable of change” I beg to differ. People are capable of change but only if they want to change for themselves. People say they will change for a loved one for the sake of saving an argument but one week or month down the line I guarantee you it will be the same issue again. If what is bothering you is a simple pet peeve and this is a person you...
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